.....

You really disappoint me....

You left me
You left me boundaries of pain
capacious as the Sea
Between Eternity and Time...
You left me....
:(....
i dont feel like talking to you.......
you really make me disappointed.
since you have let me go....
i think its time for me to let go too....


Currently An Andrew Garcia Fan in American Idol.
Straight up

I have something to post today....
went to buy converse shoe for CNY.
bought a New T for basketball.
Btw i got bsb training tomorrow...
kylie...
I have ntg to post today!!!

Lol

I change my songs...
looking forward training with a injured pinky..haha.
this week was okay...i got to play with the pro's in school..
almost forgot how to layup with left hand..
haha...
if i go back..
chai lau si sure scold me..
haha
thats all for today...byebye

finnally i got bsb training...
beat that kylie...monday night...haha

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

You're the best thing I Never Knew I Needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always

My accidental happily (ever after oh oh oh)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

You're the best thing I never knew I needed (oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (that I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always

Who'd knew that I'd be here (who'd knew that I'd be here oh oh)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
Undeniably happy (hey)
Said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)
Girl you're the...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed (said I needed oh oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (needed oh)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
Baby baby
Now it's so clear I need you here always

But I think you left me..... :(

Year 2010 is here

im posting here.....
Happy new year .....
My Quote for 2010
Tell someone that u love her or its to late.u will regret if u dont....
Thx....and have a blessed new year.....
Good luck finding friends

Back from Kunming.....

Look at the title.....
you can know wat im going to talk about....
this blog have been quite dead...so
yeah....
im blogging to revive it...
so...yeah....
first day....reach there...
go watch this group called dynamic yunnan...
its about many cultures before china assisted...
yeah...so they dance and perform.....very nice show....like it...

2nd day....
We went to this Stone Forest...
there have many rocks they staked up.....really nice scenery there....
and we went to this cave....
there's a big fountain like fountain....
have anyone watch jackie chan "The Myth" movie.....
they filmed it there...so yeah...
sorry i cant describe it as detail...

3rd day...
went to dragon gate....see my facebook for pics..
at least i will post it on 31st or 1st....
went to sleeping beauty moutain...
and went to silk factory.....
bought silk of course...
went to parkson in china ....
bought sweets....haha
then tats all..

anyone want to go to 1u with us....
3rd jan...
11am to 5pm

tata...hoping to see u guys...~
xP

Crazier

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
Then you came along
And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier

Watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier, oh

Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier

Pissed~

I today very pissed at this teacher.
He scolded me and ask me to change my personality.
2 times in 2 days
haihz.
1st time was becoz the girls always get the bean bag.
got 6 bean bags ma,
they take 5 and the boys only get to use 1
and all the boys must share 1
plus the other girls take the couch too...
so yesterday i wanted to take all the boys 1 bean bag...
but all the girls come to snatch with me.
then the teacher saw me snatch and my other fwen(guy)
and we got scolded.
the boy got the bean bag first and the girl snatch it so he snatch it back.
and we got scolded.
teacher scolded me.
then today I was in his class again. when it has2 more minutes to recess
I saw a lot people standing up and went out of the class
so i thought can go..
so i stood up and walked out to my locker without looking back...
i put all my books and saw nobody on the corridor...
so i go back to class and got scolded by the same teacher again.
haihz....
And he's like..." where is your books?"
Im like " in my locker"
he said then" Did I ask you to leave the class?"
"I saw everybody so I went too"
he said" oh...so everybody jump down the building so u jump also lah rite?"
im like" No...."
He said" The first few week you were so queit but now?"
Of course lah..I first week also i dont know anybody.
The last time he talk to my parents he said i need to talk more and make more fwens
so i made fwens and u dont like it?
walao
And he ask me to change....
Im like this in malaysia.
dont like it?
I'll give u 3 words
LIVE WITH IT!!
Thats why im so damn pissed today

Update

I was not forced to do this post by anyone.
I updated my blog so that i can change the songs,
Skin, and Re-link people.
so i change the song
1. Heartbeat-Wang Lee Hom
2. Kenangan Terindah- Samsons
3. Naluri Lelaki - Samsons
4. One time- Justin Bieber

So ok..that all for today...
Thx and Bye Bye

Cool

i bought a south park series cd
family guy series...
i got swimming test again on friday...
i got no hw today....
im webcaming with debb now...
im bored
im not cool
im lazy....
i pokai..
i watch a game a basketball in school...
im doing this becoz of debb...
im lazy...
this blog is dead...
im going to china next next next week...
im going to malaysia next next week...
im having exams next week....
omg omg
im not in a mood now...
juz becoz my blog is dead so im updating it....
haha
lol...

im so RETARDED...
dont u thing...
comment....
im currently eating chocalate....
im so BORED....
Boredom filled my world...
i have swimming class tommorow...lol

DONE!!!woooo
im tardy...

F$*%

i cant believe vietnam banned facebook and youtube....
wtf!!!!
but at leaswt i post the pics on in this morning in malaysia
btw
im back in vietnam......
tata

whoo....

as you all noe....
i suck in swimming....
backstroke i really suck at it and my test for swimming...
i got an A-
better than B...
lol...haha

SSIS

You noe.....
my school has swimming classes....
and....
Water Polo.....
Still new in school......
i got some friends too......
to all readers in malaysia....
im quite busy becoz i got lots and lots of reading to do.....
so pity me.....
lol....jkjk.....
so im doing ntg.....
so very boring....
in school i have
social studies...
language art...
P.E
spanish.....
and stuff lah....
im very bored here.....
er......
i go to school sometimes walking....
sometimes with my dad's driver.....
people reconize me when i walk across....
they say im good in bsb.....
duh.....
jkjk....
no lah...
i cant join the bsb team coz i came late and they started like 11 weeks ago...
so i cant join anymore....
long post.....so long nvr post
er.....
i join the ping pong team....
to make me occupied.....with time.....
er....
food there is nice.....
but i miss chicken rice =(
haha...
so tata =X

pics..nah......

Posted!!!! Nah.....can edi hor.....LOL

Aaron with Peace....

haha......random pic when i was eating....

Dallas!!!

Me and Marcus....

Baby sleeping....Dallas

Open Door......RM20 in angpao.....lol

My uncle......

I WILL MISS U GUYS IN MALAYSIA!!!!!!
REMEMBER ME!!!
B-E-N-J-A-M-I-N
W-O-N-G
W-E-I
E-R-N
08/02/97.....

9 more days to....
u noe wat.....
not like other people.....
excited and really realy High....
lol.....
and today the std 6 bsb boys gave me a notebook
and a bsb ball which has been signed by them......
thank u and i really (gan dong )
im going to cry....
lol.....
im going to bring it to vietnam.....
when im back.....
hu wan belanja me go drink tea can call me......
i'll tell you next time.....
boredom.......,.
wakakaka......
=_="

Boring.....

Super boring these 3 days.....
in Casa Kiara.....
to waste my time
i went swiming 3 times in 3 day.....
i just swam like 2 hours ago or so???
thx debbie......i almost forgotten to update....
xP.....
bored to death.....
ate Subway for lunch....
Maggi for dinner....
haha

got anything for me to do.....???
haihz...............
i cant even participate in dai dong chang.....
want my life isit???
at least give me something to do........
ban ji sai...maybe not playing becoz of the
TIME!!!!!
to late liao.....
only left 2-3 weeks
not like i wanna go.....
i wanna stay!!!
nvm....
decision has been made....

bye =P

No more training.....

No more training......

Very boring.....

i dont get to play with Chen Moh.....

I wish Chai Lau Si will change his mind......

PLEASE....

juz went to see a dentist.......

im going to this school....

I will miss u guys....

Today in school....

They were praticing for the tai tong chang.....

Yasmin cant even dance......

ok

she suck.....

bahahaha......

LOL.......

BYE ~

Tired =_="

im just came back from Vietnam an hour ago.....
so damn tired.....
i went there to do an exam....
i think i can do well......
wish me luck.....
i also bought some stuff from the basketball team....
even 2 of then got also......
i bought the whole series for slam dunk.....
i feel like watching again....
so damn tired....tats all....

OMG

i finally posted....
i just stopped training.....like kah yuan.....
i dun like it.....i like basketball but im going to vietnam....
EVERYBODY.......
please remember me guys.....
im going to do a party......
tell me if u want to come.....
......

Finally!!!!

FINALLY UPSR has finish!!!
lets go party....
haha....
now i can use the com....
whenever i want...
muahahaha
.....
jkjk....
i feel like buying a laptop or wii...
coz i got my Rm3k
FINALLY!!!!!
have fun......

ok.....

so today....
my mum dint ask me to study...
actually i cant online...
haha....
i deleted the part where i said khx is useless...
if stays there....
her stupid friends will talk crap about me......
so....deleted it....
so .......
boring.....___ask me do to this post.....
bored to death....
thee days.....mum keep force-ing me to study..
which i nid too...
but im so damn lazy....
er.....
got basketball traning tommorow night...
bye for now....

Still enjoying??

today went to the park to play bsb shoe....
still enjoying my shoe??
hehe...

yay....

my new mini bible =)

my new basketball shoe =)

i got some new stuff...
my dad bought them from cleveland, ohio

Enjoy

Today...
i update the song on this blog...

1. Aj Rafael - Showstopper
2. Aj Rafael - My Soldier
3. My Everthing - Randolph Permejo & Cathy Nguyen

enjoy......

haha

i write this comic in school....
haha.....
that time bored....
double click.....
it about stickman dunking...
i like the second wan....
the bottom is the stickman showing muscle...
haha....
updated.....

randomness.....

Sports Day......

MSSS Selangor

MSSD Petaling

Enjoy.....
randomness....
hehe....
remember to double click.........

.....

okay....
lets talk about yesterday...
i went pasar malam in uptown....
is the first time there....
it also the first time my sis got lost there when she was 3.....
if wanna noe more tell me...
i tell u the whole story......
when to wa sai kai to eat some thing after the pasar malam.....
i wanted to try jia khai cha kui tiao......
haha....
nice.....
today our
shen wuo ji nen lau si......also our maths teacher....
she the wan everytime say us bad....
haha.....today she say 1 story about 1 family adopt a indian.....
and study....
because he did not want to study
until the mother go teacher's house and cry......
then after recess she go scold kah chun for playing with the sand....
say throw her "face" away....
then she say.....
"who wanna be like the indian person?"
"raise your hand.....
so jie hong and yihua (my group) raise their hand and together say
"wo.........bu yao" ( I.....dont want.....)
so my group laughing like .......MAD.....
cannot stop edi......
he laugh.....i laugh....
he laugh....i laugh......
he also do all those....bian tai......moves

ok.....
bye.....xP

Shit!

Wei Yan!!! "XIAO"!!!!!!(he will be laughing now i think....)
yesterday...
didn't go to school coz got sick....
now im having a very bad cough.....
aiyo.......
kns.....
finished my hw!!!!
yay....woo!!!!
"speechless"
today....im not in the mood of blogging....
i wanted to change the bckground but lazy do everything again......
bahahaha.......

have a nice day!!
L.O.L!!!

Lazy............XD

today.....
Zi Hao make chen lao shi..
FURIOUS.....
teacher want to meet his parents tomorrow....
sad for him...
hu ask him go ding jui...
today....
ntg really happen.....ke hou bu si....
walau...walau...
cikgu izaham....walau...
he ask me to sit with vicky.....walau.......
i hate her man......
she ....
a bit ....
bodoh....
dont tell people.......
6M pupils will surely say...
of course lah...
hehe
ehhemmmm......
wat to say somemore....
......
hw arrr...
okok lah......
havent started yet ....haha.....
donno wad to say somemore worr....
ok lah...i tommrow only update....
CAN???

Ok lo....

as promised....
i gonna post.....
my result for me are BAD...
chinese penulisan : ???
chinese pemahaman: 60......wtf??
BM penulisan : ???
BM pemahaman :77.5....walaoA
Maths : 51 + 39 =90 (yay!!)
english : 38 + ?? = ??
science : ???
tats all........
today going to stay in my other house...
F.Y.I
condo
+tommorow church going to give speech for my sunday school teacher....he going canada...
walaoA again.....
kinda bored.....
....
....
....
....
....
i can play this all day
...
...
...
wanna join me??
....
....
..
....
...
..
....
....
....
okok...stop.......
huhh?????
ntg.....
talking trash to myself......
nvm.......
byeXD

WalauA

Today is Sports Day plus my unlucky day......
quess wad i lost.......
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
.........
..........
.........
........
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
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My Glasses!!!!!
I want wear contact lens....
so much easier......
at least i have a spare pair of glasses....
stupid choe sheng.....
i got 5th in 100m...
last in 200m...
4 in 4x100m

i suck leh....
at least i have a bronze in high jump....
tats all for today....
quess later my mum comin bck from vietnam later gonna
KILL ME!!!!!
OMG......
SWT.......
im retarded.....

Muahaha

look at the round box.....
that why teacher dont let us buy......
remember to see MEeeeee....
many thanks to -ilya-
remember to double click....
look closely at the round Red circle....

Byeeeee....

blablabla =)

this is my class photo....
see the one on the left, highlighted green....
she is the one who say i cheated on my chinese pemahaman because i got higher marks than her..she also say somemore people in my class...she's a sucker
she was called.....
Real name:
Yasmine Lee
(nicknames)
Jasmine Tea
Jasmine Sunwhite....

hehe.....

The 1 on your right...
highlighted with blue
she like to say alot of bad words like :
f***, mo**** f****er...blablabla
she showed two middle fingers in the xiao hua pein(funny picture)
so we cant buy.....
WTF!!!!
hai xun ji ma!!(betrayed group of horse) hehe

double click the pic to futher look at ME or the photo!!!

Thats all!!

CANDID!!

me ( candid! )

i wanna do a video with jia khai and jia yuan + jhen...

1 day ask them come my house...

1 day...

bored =_='

today ......

ntg happen.....

when i was walking around asking for tape to tape my book...

coz 1 of the pages came off.......

the teacher saw and saw.....

(ba wei en the ye zi na tiao)takes ben's chair away....

so i quickly ran bck to my place.....

teacher ask me to raise the chair on my head so i was like....

omg....

then when i lifted it for like 5 sec....

my friend whisper to me

(bu yong pa....hai you 1 fen zhong)don scared...still got 1 more min...

so i raise the chair till recess......

tats all 

then teacher tell my mum....

then mum scold me and ask me to pay attention next time...

tats all.....

tataXD

Time Past Really Fast

Sorry for not posting....
i've been quite busy.....
+now im sick....
FEVER......
still want to play bsb...
hehe
im addicted to David archuleta-touch my hand......
quite nice....

lets countinue....
i sick....didnt go school for 2 days.....
wish can go tommorow....
.......
oh ya...
on friday....
when mum and dad came back from somewhere....
called me and say.....
"lets go pa jiam"(injection)sry....bad spelling
ok...went to f.t wong...
dad....then my sis...
so good lah my sis.....
a bit fever pun tak boleh.....
so was my turn...
they put a needle on my left hand....
then donno why suddenly i laugh....
muscle come out....
then the doctor said that becoz i laugh ,muscle thing come out...
the water thing cant go in...
he said must go in the butt there.....
so i was like..
WTF???
then i lied down....after injection...
was not in the middle of the butt....
abit top.......
hehe
shhhh...dont tell anyone

and 1 more thing......
I HATE U JERMAINE!!!!!
thats better.....
later nid go school get hw.....

tata XD

Sry guys...work harder....be better

yesterday i heard tat selangor lost.....

so i called jia khai to ask is it true...

Walau leh....true....

he said the lost to perak in the semi's...

damn sad for them.....

and today....

i went to Tropicana City.....

i forgotten wat we ate....

the food there was DAMN nice...

i was still hungry so...

i ate the xxl crispy chicken alone.....

So Lonely......

im eating while typing...hehe

this post will be quite short....

i was quit lazy to post...

but somebody force me to post....

the person who is seeing this post

U NOE WHO IM TALKING ABOUT......

TATA XD

wooo....

This pic is in The Star newspaper....page N6....monday 25 May 2009....cool man....im wearing number 9....

Back....

Very lazy to post liao...
hehe...
ok...
yesterday....
100m get 4th....
200m get 5th....
high jump get 3rd....
i suck leh....
i still wish time could turn bck....
so tat i wont foul out...
but juz did....
im trying not to think about it....
wish the puai chai 2 person cant go mssm....
then i will like...
woohoo!!!
be the happiest person....
just keep praying

Sob...Sob

i will try to blog more.....
cuz now not in good mood cuz of mssm...
i always wanted to go....
but....
time just cant turn back.....
wish it could....
byebye~~
sob...sob

Speechless leh...

this morning...
i went to Bukit Jalil Golf & Country Club to do the commercial for the Milo.....
we lost our way there...hehe
all my fault....
we were actually asking for direction...
When.....
We were actuually there.....
haha...
Thank God.....

then ok lorh we went in...and it was super super super Dark man!!!
Cannt even see a thing...
a bit lah...
then i saw (de le)...
we have 5 people shoting inculding me...
one was a streetballer....
two of the others are normal players...
then we shot alot of time.....
they call me to hold the ball while shoting....
they say they will put in on billboard ,newspaper,magazine,etc....
then bla bla bla.....
lazy write....

then today traning again.....
then go tuition...
tommmorow got traning some more.....
maybe sunday also got traning....
speechless

byebye

no.......

yesterday....was my worst day......
i went to my cousins house today...
and quess wad happen...
i wanted to go swimming in my cousins house....

went down.....
immediately after i took out my shirt and specs....
i jump in the swimming pool....
splash.....
then when i was in the water....
i forgotten to take out my
PHONE.......OMG!!!!
i quickly took out my phone and took out all the part.....
i put my ear next to the battery....."zzzzzzzz"
i think my phone will surely mati.....
so i continued swimming.......
when i reach my cousins house....
i laid my phone and use the hair dryer to dry.....

when i today try.......
cannot yet....
haihz...
oh ya....
those who noe my number pls dun not msg me....
i will tell u when to msg me....
thx.....
dunno why i write like tat...hehe
tata XD

COOL!!!

quess wat....i went to www.flyfm.com.my.....and i went to the the thing where u can request the song...so i write don my name...phone number etc.....den 3.30pm....they called me......

conversation...

steve : hey benjamin,this is steve for fly fm......would u like to make a shoutout....

ben :me?now...

steve :yup

ben : hmmm...okay....i would like to wish all my buddy to get all A's in UPSR....

steve :how about you?are u aiming for it?

ben :yup

then i ran upstairs and on the radio......then there was a song....after the song.....I could hear myself on it....COOL!!!!

Then i was jumping in excitement....

THE WHOLE MALAYSIA CAN HEAR ME....how cool is tat.....

tats for today bye.....

hehe....cool man...

Enjoy!!

first day.....

another 20 hours to......

yay...

another 20 hours to MY basketball match.....

cool.....

im getting.... 

super!!!!

super!!!!

EXCITED!!!!!

haha.....

wish the games has still an hour to start...

tat will be damn cool....

the game will start on 14/0/09

9.25a.m.

those who wanna see can see

hehe.....

my number might be of 4

now the number 4 is in my head

4...

4...

4...

4...

4...

haha....same as every game i've ever use

only ^4^ 

LOL

today got bsb training again....becoz mssd is 2 DAYS.....
today is also jhen bday....almost forgot my bro's bday
Sry...sry
Conversation:

Jhen :hey...u noe today is my bday?
Then i was like huh?????
Ben :i thought u say it was on the first day of mssd....14th?
Jhen :Nonono....i say on the first day of mssd...tat time teacher say 12 ma.....
Ben :no lah u say 14.....u always say its on14th....
Jhen :fine...maybe i say wrong
Ben :anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY jhen....sry

so i went to 1U to get some stuff for my sis....so i buy for him...( becoz last time my bday he buy for me)
secret...dont tell u....

i wish now is 14/04/09
hehe!!!

YAY!! sis gonna see me play

today my sis came bck from australia....she is in my house right now till next sunday......gd to see her .....she is gonna see me play my first game againts sungai buloh....i think...

when my sis come bck.....my dad will come bck from vietnam....which is tommorow....they can all see me play is another 5 more days...hooray....

im damn bored...nobody online =(....im gonna miss Easter on sunday.....and when i go ply bsb on sat....all my relative will come my house to see my sis....=( haihz....dont get to eat gd gd....